Cold was my soul, Untold was the pain

so long and goodnight...

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 21:32:07 GMT

NEW JOURNAL CUZ I HATE THE NAME FOR THIS ONE!!!

http://www.livejournal.com/users/nymphet_amine/

everything is in finnish there!!! :)

voulez vouche chez avec moi ce soir?

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 15:22:11 GMT

study hall. it's too quiet. i think i'll scream. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok much better :)

sunsetter, nymphetamine

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 19:12:30 GMT

ok that's enough

and tell them eric draven sends his regards

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 14:44:40 GMT

soooo yesterday was pretty cool. went to french and then homeroom and then we all went down to the mass. i got to miss math and bio. i like math b/c my scooby doo gang is there but i absolutley hate bio so i'm glad i missed it. the bleachers were squeaky and made me scared :(. these people did a dance at the end of the mass. it reminded me about the happy hands club from napolean dymanite. then i went to english. read kurt's journal. and conor made a kickass drawing of a guitar. then religion. we had a test. yipee. lunch was good. except this zak kid took my combos and threw them across the floor. *cries* gym sucks. art is always fun. i did favors for laura and lauren cuz i love them so much. i hate global so i decided to wait for conor cuz he's always the last one out. global sucks. i have no friends in that class. then i went on the bus with elizabeth!!!! yay!! i got off at her stop cuz our sub busdriver is a crackhead. i stopped at her house for 5 minutes and I GOT TO PET ERIKS HEAD!! chya, i dream about his afro hahaha. then i walked home which took too long and i was scared i was gonna get run over. so maybe if i wanna die, i'll do that again teehee. and we have off today cuz of the pope's funeral. THANKS POPE!!! and tonight is gonna be awesome cuz i will be home alone. unless i get plans *nudge, nudge* ok byeeee

shook me all night long

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 15:25:39 GMT

so i'm in the library. the news is on because stuff about the pope. so they're playing some music in a different language. almsot makes me wanna turn on a HIM song in finnish. and they're parading him around. that would be funny if he fell off...

in my english class, for some odd, strange, crazed reason, i yelled out "ROCK ON MAN, ROCK ON!!!" and i wasn't talking to anyone in particular. maybe conor *shrugs* but he wasn't listening and he walked away haha. i think i might be mental *nods*. ok, this music is bugging the crap outta me. i'll take a walk to the bathroom. adios.

i hate the town i live in

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 22:21:25 GMT

ok so, i lost touch with A LOT of people from baldwin. and some r blocking me for no reason. i only block people who are harassing me. i don't remember harassing anyone. i bet if i stayed in public school, none of this shit would've happened. i wanna move really badly. i hate this town. a few are nice, but the majority of baldwin=shit. i wanna move somewhere closer to trinity until i'm done with high school, then i'm moving to seattle. it rains a lot. even though i'm not a big fan of the rain, kurt lived around there :). so it must be cool. i think i'll burn down baldwin. WHO'S WITH ME??!!!

I HAVE A COLD TOO!!! I HATE HAVING COLDS

getting away with murder

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 18:35:56 GMT

ummmm the past few days have been crazy. i went to the mall with catie. fun right? yeah....no it was. i got my crow dvd. if u don't know what i'm talking about then i probably don't want u to know. but...ask if u want to. if we're good enough friends and i can trust u, i'll tell u.

in a passionate kiss, from my mouth to yours, i like you

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 03:07:33 GMT

i'm better off on my own

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 21:23:28 GMT

so far this vacation blows. i may sound strange saying this but, i really don't like vacations. i like summer vacation though. i'm really bored. i should make plans but i'm too lazy. and i'm still in pajamas. i would really like to say more. but i have a feeling i'll regret saying some stuff so it's best that i keep my mouth shut. and i can't cut anymore, it solves nothing, i really want to but i can't.

i never have anything happy to say in this journal...

I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 00:29:25 GMT

1. What was the hardest subject in high school for you? bio

2. Have you ever tried sushi and do you like it? Yes and I love it

3. Did you ever have acne? yes

4. Which show is funnier-That 70s Show or Friends? That 70's show

5. Did you ever get a makeover? no

6. How much did your last haircut cost? dunno

Have you ever...

07. Said "I hope you die" to someone: yes

08. Tried to kill yourself: no

09. Gotten in a fist fight: no

10. Lied to your parents: yes

11. Lied to your friends: Way back in elementary school i used to

12. Bit someone: yes

13. Gotten drunk: yes

14. Gotten totally wasted: yes

15. Given someone a bruise: yes

16. Freak danced: ummmm

17. Cut yourself on purpose: yes

18. Skipped school: i skipped a class if that counts

19. Hung up on someone: yes

20. Thrown up at school: yes...it was pretty damn funny though

GIRL TALK

01. Do you stuff your bra? no

02. Have you ever stuffed your bra? no

03. What make-up do you wear daily? eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara and sometimes cover up if i'm breaking out

04. What are your underwear like right now? blue

05. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 10?

06. Come on, tell the truth. Is that really your true hair color? no

07. What do you most like about your body? my eyes

08. And least? my smile

09. How many fillings do you have? 0

10. Do you think you're good looking? fuck no

11. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking? The people who have to say it aka my family

12. Do you look like any celebrities? IF ONE MORE PERSON SAYS I LOOK LIKE AVRIL LAGVIGNE, I WILL RIP OUT UR SPLEEN!!! *takes deep breath*

13. Do you like a man with muscles or not? doesn't matter

14. Tall or short men? tall

15. Does your dream guy have long or short hair? either

16. What's the hair situation 'down there'? aren't we nosy?

17. How long is your leg hair? Sorry, I don't measure my leg hair

18. Ever come close to having sex, but didn't? not funny...

19. With who? I said it's not funny

20. If so, why didn't you? STOP IT!!

21. Are your eyebrows a different color from your hair? sorta

22. Do you pluck your eyebrows? i get them waxed

23. When did you last have a hickey, and where? I never got one, which is REALLY fine with me

24. Are you on birth control? no

25. Can you dance? No i cannot

26. Can you lick your nipple? you know? i never tried that...

27. Do you struggle with self-esteem? yes, my mom and richie say i need to be more confident in myself

28. Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder? yes

29. When was your first period? I was 12

30. If you unexpectedly got pregnant, what would you do? Wonder how

31. Future daughters/sons names? Molly, Ian, AND GLENDORA

32. Are you pro-choice? yes

33. Do your underwear and bras usually match? no

THE PAST

01. Any good memories from this year? si

02. Any bad memories from this year? oui

03. Do you regret anything from this year? si

04. Do you regret anything you've ever done? of course

05. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Rob

06. Did you ever have braces? no

07. What is your best childhood memory? I don't have any...kidding

08. Do you have the same friends you did when you were seven and under? no, pshhh i have new friends every year

09. What color hair did you have as a kid? brown

10. What does your name mean? Truthful

THE PRESENT

01. Current Music: Nirvana<3

02. Current CD in player: NIRVANAAA

03. Current conversations: John

04. Current time: 7:25

05. Current clothes: jeans, crow t-shirt, vans

06. Current hair: half pony tail

07. Current taste: minty gum

08. Current mood: bored

09. Current smell: air

10. Current thing you should be doing: nothing really

11. Current desktop picture: Kurt Cobain *cries in corner*

12. Current favorite group: I'll name a few: NIRVANA, HIM, System of a Down, Cradle of Filth, Led Zeppelin, Slipknot, andddddd Bouncing Souls

13. Current book: I always look at Kurt's journal when I'm bored

14. Current refreshment: none

15. Current worry: that someone is mad at me >:o

16. Current crush: I think everyone knows by know....KURT COBAIN and someone else :(

you're in a laundry room

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 21:17:27 GMT

so i haven't been out of my pjs in 3 days. except for when i showered. i haven't had the need to wear real clothes since wednesday. *shrugs* i'm so tired. i need to get out of my house real bad. i had to help clean the house for tomorrow. no one is online. i think i'm going to take a shower. i feel icky. bye.

this bed has become my coffin

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 18:51:09 GMT

ummmmm this is a fun game to play on the computer with a buddy, me and elizabeth rule:

princess48903: tsunami bomb
F1R3 1T UP: cradle of filth
princess48903: him
F1R3 1T UP: HIMMMMM
F1R3 1T UP: i <3 them
princess48903: i knoiw
F1R3 1T UP: umm the used
princess48903: msi
F1R3 1T UP: flogging molly
princess48903: dropkick murpheys
F1R3 1T UP: lamb of god
princess48903: evanescence
F1R3 1T UP: slayer
princess48903: rancid
F1R3 1T UP: system of a down
princess48903: sublime
F1R3 1T UP: nirvana
princess48903: atreyu
F1R3 1T UP: bleeding through
princess48903: chevelle
F1R3 1T UP: my chemical romance
princess48903: dr. dre
F1R3 1T UP: weird al
princess48903: vanilla ice
F1R3 1T UP: dream street
princess48903: o-town
F1R3 1T UP: backstreet boys
princess48903: nsync
F1R3 1T UP: maroon 5
princess48903: deftones
F1R3 1T UP: dimmu borgir
princess48903: green day
F1R3 1T UP: slipknot
princess48903: kittie
F1R3 1T UP: the rasmus
princess48903: the clash
F1R3 1T UP: tool
princess48903: remmestein
princess48903: i know i butchered the spelling
F1R3 1T UP: lol its ok
princess48903: ^_^
F1R3 1T UP: disturbed
princess48903: snoop dogg
F1R3 1T UP: prodigy
princess48903: lacuna coil
F1R3 1T UP: otep
princess48903: pearl jam
F1R3 1T UP: queen
princess48903: bob marley
F1R3 1T UP: static-x
princess48903: ozzy osbourne
F1R3 1T UP: bouncing souls
princess48903: the beatles
F1R3 1T UP: the who
princess48903: the monkies
F1R3 1T UP: sex pistols
princess48903: janis joplin
F1R3 1T UP: rolling stones
princess48903: hed(pe)
F1R3 1T UP: led zeppelin
princess48903: bread
F1R3 1T UP: puddle of mudd
princess48903: cream
F1R3 1T UP: peanut butter
princess48903: is there really a band called peanut butter?
F1R3 1T UP: *nods*
princess48903: awsome
F1R3 1T UP: lmao
princess48903: jelly
F1R3 1T UP: lol
F1R3 1T UP: ac/dc
princess48903: jim hendrix
F1R3 1T UP: WOO
princess48903: jimi*
F1R3 1T UP: the kid on our bus
princess48903: not the kid on our bus though
princess48903: lol
F1R3 1T UP: shucks
F1R3 1T UP: lol
princess48903: h scares me
princess48903: he*
F1R3 1T UP: hehe i went to middle school with him
princess48903: ew
F1R3 1T UP: teehee
F1R3 1T UP: hammerfall
princess48903: kelly osbourne
F1R3 1T UP: foo fighters
princess48903: i was just gonna say that!
princess48903: u stole my mind!
F1R3 1T UP: muhaha
princess48903: patent pending
F1R3 1T UP: 3 days grace
princess48903: sum 41
F1R3 1T UP: twisted sister
princess48903: tears for fears
F1R3 1T UP: gary jules
princess48903: u2
F1R3 1T UP: the 69 eyes
princess48903: 50 cent
F1R3 1T UP: apocalyptica
princess48903: eminem
F1R3 1T UP: spelling sucks
F1R3 1T UP: missy elliot
princess48903: u got it right
princess48903: godsmack
F1R3 1T UP: go me
F1R3 1T UP: cky
princess48903: STUN
F1R3 1T UP: rage against the machine
princess48903: taking back sunday
F1R3 1T UP: rooney
princess48903: red hot chili peppers
F1R3 1T UP: something coperate
princess48903: bush
F1R3 1T UP: nofx
princess48903: ziggy marley
F1R3 1T UP: misfits
princess48903: yeah yeah yeahs
F1R3 1T UP: pink floyd
princess48903: aerosmith
F1R3 1T UP: hole
princess48903: garbage
F1R3 1T UP: metallica
princess48903: afi
F1R3 1T UP: the matches
princess48903: the shins
F1R3 1T UP: mudvayne
princess48903: butthole surfers
F1R3 1T UP: killswitch engage
princess48903: bjork
F1R3 1T UP: leave's eyes
princess48903: drop it jeffrey
F1R3 1T UP: hellogodbye
F1R3 1T UP: goodbye*
princess48903: alien ant farm
F1R3 1T UP: dashboard confessional
princess48903: spice girls
F1R3 1T UP: hell yesss
F1R3 1T UP: insane clown posse
princess48903: tragedy letters
F1R3 1T UP: iron maiden
princess48903: mc hammer
princess48903: stop!
princess48903: hammer time
F1R3 1T UP: hehehhee
F1R3 1T UP: anti flag
princess48903: the ataris
F1R3 1T UP: bad religion
princess48903: meatloaf
F1R3 1T UP: whooo
F1R3 1T UP: ministry
princess48903: tupac shakur
F1R3 1T UP: trina
princess48903: he notorius big
F1R3 1T UP: trick daddy
princess48903: lil' jon
F1R3 1T UP: coldplay
princess48903: the darkness
F1R3 1T UP: i believe in a thing called love!!
F1R3 1T UP: modest mouse
princess48903: just listen to the rythem of the <3
princess48903: alkaline trio
F1R3 1T UP: alex is on fire
princess48903: good charlotte
F1R3 1T UP: simple plan
princess48903: linkin park
F1R3 1T UP: marilyn manson
princess48903: silverstein
F1R3 1T UP: bowling for soup
princess48903: mushroomhead
F1R3 1T UP: every time i die
princess48903: rob zombie
F1R3 1T UP: walls of jericho
princess48903: korn
F1R3 1T UP: i gtg take a sowerr
F1R3 1T UP: shower*
F1R3 1T UP: u win
F1R3 1T UP: lol
princess48903: lol
princess48903: we shall meet again
princess48903: *bows*

happy good friday!!! why do they call it good friday if jesus died today?

the one i love, is taking me down on my knees (oh my, that sounds kinda wrong haha)

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 17:57:49 GMT

yesterday was the last day b4 easter vacation. and i'm very happy b/c school is crappy.

Global- took a test. very hard. 50 questions. i failed :D.
French- took another test, but french is easy so i think i did well.
Math- took ANOTHER test. i studided and knew what to do, so i think it went well.
English- we had to interpret quotes *rolls eyes*
Religion- ok, that was the best class all day because jackie and joe are always arguing with eachother and mr. motsinger goes "watch, at the 10 year reunion, they'll be married" which is prob gonna happen. they got all disgusted but we know they liked deep down inside.
Lunch- chatted with jen, cat and liz.
Bio- NO MISS SCULLY!! we had to do a packet though :\. i got to talk to jen at least.
Bio again- still borng. talked to jen some more.
Art- that was insane. miss banks wasn't here so they class was all scattered and stuff. people teased me about conor and i'm getting pretty sick of it. ok, i sat in his seat when he went out of the classroom, cuz there were no more seats and i wanted to sit, and people go "oooooo allie's sitting in conors seat" ummm ok? i know he doesn't like me and i like him. even though that has nothing to do with it. pshhh oh well. art was kinda fun though.

chatted with elizabeth on the bus, went home, talked to people online and now i wanna learn how to speak finnish. ok laterrrr

i've been searching, i've been living, for tomorrows, all my life

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 00:17:27 GMT

Today was good, surprisingly b/c mondays always suck. NO GYM THIS WEEK!!!!! Jen gave me a second hole in my ear. Don't think I'm going to keep it that long cuz for my 16th birthday, I'm supposed to be getting my second hole. *shrugs* ummmm that's it. Bye.

Can't wait for tomorrow for STUDY HALL IN THE LOCKER ROOM!!!!! *grins*

i wanna fuck u like an animal

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 02:07:17 GMT

i thought tonight was going to be boring cuz i have no plans but FUCK THAT, cuz when u talk to john trofemuk, ur never bored. (unless he's in a bad mood haha sry john)

JoinMeInDeath40 (9:02:22 PM): i thought tonight was gonna be boring cuz i have no plans but when ur around, fun shit
WerepireHybrid (9:03:20 PM): lmao
WerepireHybrid (9:03:21 PM): Hey
WerepireHybrid (9:03:22 PM): SHit happens.
WerepireHybrid (9:03:25 PM): And guess what
JoinMeInDeath40 (9:03:44 PM): GEE JOHN, WHY DON'T U TELL EVERYONE???
JoinMeInDeath40 (9:03:47 PM): NO DONT
WerepireHybrid (9:03:51 PM): LMFAO
JoinMeInDeath40 (9:03:52 PM): I WAS KIDDING
WerepireHybrid (9:03:54 PM): YOU KNOW WHAT
WerepireHybrid (9:03:58 PM): WHEN YOU SAID THAT
WerepireHybrid (9:04:08 PM): I WAS HALFWAY THROUG HTYPING THAT TO ONE OF MY FRIENDS
JoinMeInDeath40 (9:04:19 PM): R U KIDDING ME???
WerepireHybrid (9:04:21 PM): NO
WerepireHybrid (9:04:26 PM): It's a good thing you know me as well as you do
WerepireHybrid (9:04:29 PM): Because if you didn';t
WerepireHybrid (9:04:34 PM): Many people would know
WerepireHybrid (9:04:34 PM): lmfao

wipe the golden tear, from ur mother dear, and raise what's left of the flag for me

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 21:36:58 GMT

happy st. patricks day everyone. today had its ups and downs. i'll say the ups:

+ in art, miss banks let me play my flogging molly cd, conor and chris were doing this weird irish rocking out jig. it was amazing lol.
+ it was daffedil day, i didn't get any but megan, erin and alyssa gave me one of theirs.
+ in bio, we were making these families with recessive diseases. jen and i named our families. we handed in our projects and made more disfunctional families.
+ in math, mike gave me and others a speech on how he used to eat daffedils when he was younger and he never got his stomach pumped. u had to be there cuz christian and i couldn't breath cuz we were laughing so hard.

and the bad stuff i will loeave out, have a nice day :)

some nights i still can't sleep but the voices pass with time....

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 23:33:25 GMT

hi there. tomorrow is st. patricks day. hooray.

when u tell someone u like them, how the fuck do u do it? do u just tap them on the shoulder and go "hey i like u" or do u tell them and run like hell so u don't see their reaction. obviously, neither of those r how u do it. i need advice obviously. help.

this world is a cruel place and we're here, only to lose

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 21:10:14 GMT

i'm feeling really down and upset. why i'm feeling this way is b/c i can honestly say that i don't have a best friend. or even a close friend. or even a good friend. i'm not sure i even have friends. i can't tell anything to anyone b/c i feel like i can't trust anyone. i spend my weekneds on the computer and doing my homework. i never have plans. i hate school b/c i have no good friends there, so if something goes wrong during the day, i have no one to turn to. same thing with baldwin, no good friends there. so i'm stuck. i'm so fucking miserable. i've been miserable since friday.
i miss having a boyfriend cuz when i have one, i can tell him stuff and know that he cares enough not to tell anyone. but all the boys r know, just...i guess they're not for me. except someone, but don't get me started on him. life sucks, so i might as well die cuz there is nothing to live for.

one more

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 18:06:22 GMT

Heavy metal! You rock! It's mostly about the
music instead of lyrics for you...but you
channel most of the emotion through the lyrics!
Mosh pit for you! Just be careful you don't
give yourself a concussion with so much
headbanging...

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YEAHHHHHH

quizzes

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 17:58:43 GMT

What does your t-shirt say? by rejektedrockstar
Name
Age
Fav. Color
Gender
Ta-Da

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hehe i like that

If I were God over LiveJournal... by shinikami
Username
Jesus would be	xoxkateumsxox
The four archangels would be	xbrilliant_star
and	evrytimeidie45
and	werepirehybrid
and	hammerfall666
The Blessed Virgin would be	xlifeasweknowit
Satan would be	_wickedgrlx0
The antichrist would be	angel_promenade
And YOU would be	Immortal

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Your Kurt Cobain. Shy and introverted. Try to stay
away from heroin, shotguns and Courtney Love.
Exspecialy courtney, shes the most fatal of all
3.

Who from Nirvana are you?
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Rape Me:You sex fiend you. Lay off it a bit before
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urges no matter how catchy this song is.

What Nirvana Song Are You?
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how hot is kurt in that pic?

You are the FULL heartagram, the ultimate of HIM
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Which HIM Symbol Are You?
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Ville Valo

which HIM member are you
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the truth that can set souls free, is buried within sweet pandimonium (sp?)

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 17:35:40 GMT

damn i haven't written in awile. so last friday was dress down day and after i went to jens house and met her friend angie. on saturday i saw my sisters play. confusing but it was okay. sunday i went to the mall with catie and she got an offer for JELLO WRESTLING!!!!! hahahhaa it was pretty damn funny. it's this friday, i think we should go. who's in? monday was bad, tuesday was worse. wednesday is okay so far. the snow caused many ppl to be late and a lot of people arent here. we should've had no school today.

he good news is the math test is tomorrow instead of today!!!!

no ones gonna catch u when u fall

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 02:08:16 GMT

so so so wassup....today was quite fun. richie came over at 1 and we chilled for a bit. i wish the digital camera had working batteries ROAR!!! anywayyyy we walked around my neighborhood and i finally listened to dashboard confessional. pretty good acually. then my mom drove us to the mall to meet jennnnn. b4 jen came, richie and i made fun of pretty much everyone who walked passed us. also when me, him and jen walked around the mall, we made fun of everyone. yes, we know we're not nice people. the only thing i bought was a taco!!!!!! and i wish people were on but they're all at calvary. pshhhh

kbye

i <3 hair

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 00:27:57 GMT

The Biggest Hair Color Survey Ever--Only take this if you're pretty bored
Created by three and taken 41522 times on bzoink!
General - Just to get the basics down
Are you a male or female?	female
How long is your hair?	medium
Is it strait or curly?	straight
Anything else about your hair other than the color?	nope
Now about color..
What color(s) is your hair currently?	red
Is it natural?	no
If not, how long has it been that color?	just 3 hours lol
What color do you wish it was?	black with fire engine red streaks
What is your natural hair color?	brown
What is your favorite hair color (on yourself)?	red
on the opposite sex?	blonde or dirty blonde
Have you ever...
Have you ever dyed your hair in any way?	yes
Dyed your hair one solid color?	yes
Colored your hair yourself?	no
Gone natural?	yes
Highlighted your hair?	yes
Lowlighted your hair?	??
Had streaks in your hair?	no
Had more than two different colors in your hair at once?	yeah, the back of my hair was dark brown but the top was bright red
More than three?	no
Dyed your hair an unnatural color?(other than red/blonde/brown/etc.) What?	i wish, i want blue too!!
wished you could color your hair but weren't allowed to?	yes when i was 8 until i was 12, my mom let me
Messed up your hair really badly by coloring it?	not yet
Gotten your hair colored by a stylist?	yes
and thought you paid too much?	nahh
dyed your hair to look like someone else?	no
dyed your hair so that you wouldn't look like someone else?	no
(helped) color someone else's hair?	no
and messed up?	no
gone somewhere (party, etc) just to show off a new hairstyle?	yes
Colored your hair to try to impress the opposite sex?	a certain someone
to impress someone a specific person from the opposite sex?	yes in 7th
liked someone for their hair (color)?	no, that's kinda dumb
liked someone only after they colored their hair?	i thought someone was cool when they had blue hair if that counts
wished someone would dye their hair?	yes
dyed your hair and had no one notice it?	no, ppl always notice
changed your hair drastically, like black to platinum blonde? (explain)	no
This or that
Streaks or solid color?	streaks
highlights or lowlights?	highlights
blonde or brown?	blonde
light red or dark red?	dark red like me :)
Jet black or platinum blonde?	jet black
normal colors or punky colors?	punky
do-it-yourself or at the salon?	salon, i don't trust myself
hot pink or lime green?	lime green baby
intense or subtle?	intense
natural or colored?	colored
electric blue or light purple?	electric blue
thin streaks or chunky streaks?	thin
stands out or fits in?	stands out
Random other stuff
How many times have you colored your hair (or got it colored)?	uhhh since 7th so idk
Do you usually enjoy seeing hair changes?	yes
What is the longest you've ever spent getting your hair colored?	longest time? they forgot about me once so i'd say...4 hours?
How old were you when you first got your hair colored?	12
Who/What convinced you to do it the first time?	idk, i just wanted my hair colored
What is the first color(s) you ever dyed your hair?	bright red
Do you ever wish you had never started coloring your hair?	never, i <3 it
How frequently do you usually dye your hair?	5-6 weeks
How soon do you plan to color your hair again?	i just got it done today
What is the next color(s) you plan put in your hair?	more dark red
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kill me, i begged and love said no

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 17:45:13 GMT

last night i had the weirdest dream. i was a smoker and then bam margera saw me and goes "you smoke? that's hott!!" and then we're going out. appearently, the only reason bam was going out with me is because i smoked. (umm ok?) whenever anyone walked by, he would start making out with me. and instead of going to trinity, i'm going to baldwin high school. and richie, devon, ian, lorenz, will, erik, john and frank (sorry that u guys had to be in my fucked up dream) were making fun of me for going out with someone who is 8 years older than me. that got bam angry so he beat them up, but accidently kills erik (HAHAHA, i have no idea why thats funny) and knocks richie in a coma (nooo not my richie!!!) so we rush them both to the hospital and i start smoking again (la di da) when ville valo is my dad (man, this dream is fucked) and tells me to quit smoking cuz he stopped and he feels much better. so i quit smoking, dump bam and richie gets out of his coma!!!! YAY FOR RICHIE!!! but erik is still dead and we all go to his funeral. bam gets arrested for murder and all is right with the world. oh yeahhh, and HIM sings 'funeral of hearts' at eriks funeral. lmaoo that's one fucked up dream. adios.

won't u die tonight for love? baby join me in death.... (with changes cuz i forgot stuff)

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 19:16:48 GMT

ok, yesterday was the most fun i've had in awile. it was my party and jen, richie, laura, devon, ian, lorenz, erik and elizabeth came. we saw boogey man which was confusing and not scary at all. i made comments to myself the whole time lol. then we all went back to my house and ate pizza. we have a buttload of extra pizza cuz hardly anyone ate. then i opened my presents, yay i love all of them. then cake, but did have to sing happy birthday :\? there was a minor flaw (some of u know what i mean) but it's all good now. laura had to leave :(. thennn we all went outside and this is where the fun happened:
+devon let richie touch her boobs HAHAHA
+i skated terribly
+richie gave me my present, *cough* interesting stuff...
+erik fixed my trucks (i sed trunks before cuz i am a dumbass) thank u!! lol
+richie gave me a piggyback ride hehe that was fun.
some other funny stuff...
+when i was giving jen a hug and thanking her for my present, i cracked the present lmao
+lorenz and ian were cracking up over a pictures of nerds in the backround.
+i scared erik numerous amounts of times, sorry about that
+richie was easily ammused by the rapping paper lmfao
there was prob more, my brain just isn't working

THENNNN everyone left :'( except for richie and jen. we watched the HIM dvd, where the only time richie laughed was when bam's uncle threw up, hehehe. the nirvana dvd (kinda sucky, i hate to say it) and we listened to nirvava, flogging molly, bob marley and system of a down. richie told my mom about bob marelys death and his lover, juliya from uranium. we also had dinner and ice cream WHOOP WHOOP. richie left at 10 then jen and i went upstairs on the comp til she left at 11.

i wanna thank everyone for coming and i wish lauren, mindy, will, conor, bj, and catie could have came :(. and ty for the people who know y i was a little upset during the party and helping me. i hope i see them again for lazer tag this vacation :D.

p.s. LORENZ GIVES THE BEST HUGS EVER!!!! hehe and yes elizabeth, ian does give warm hugs lol